He does hallucinogens and smokes a lot of weed. He posts strange sexual statuses on facebook like he just posted “PMW” (Pussy money weed is what that means if you don’t know). The other day he posted “where da bitches at?”
I wasn’t that bad, I promise! But I would make sexual/drug statuses trying to impress women when I was 19
he says he has depression and tried every anti-depressant, but hes unwilling to try abilify or an anti-psychotic when I suggested it he said “I don’t need that ■■■■, thanks though”
He seems to be getting a little crazy
I hope he isn’t coming down with SZ or something alike
I feel bad because I kind of got him into halluicnogens. He idolized me a little bit, or at least looked up to me, and when I told him about all the times I did hallucinogens he decided he wanted to go that route. He had done LSD 3 times before he met me though.
Drugs is just half of the problem…I used to escape the demons…I dabble now to smooth out my moods and side effects…I smoke to treat the upset guts my ap gives me…ect…but I think not limiting your intake of drugs is a mistake…if he’s not genetically inclined to sz he may get drug induced phsycosis…tell him to just be careful…
When I got sober I had 350 MG of Mescaline HCL in my possession and 5 tabs of acid…I gave it to him because he always seemed like someone who was stable. But he’s said some crazy things lately. he called himself a “mess” and admitted he likes to isolate. I’ve asked to hang out but he says he’s not comfortable right now. Usually when I’m in a pair and we see a stranger, the stranger will always say hi to the person I’m with, but when I’m with him, they always say hi to me instead, and he keeps his head down. It’s always been that way. I’m starting to worry.
And yeah I agree drugs were the solution to all my problems,until it got out of hand. He got arrested for MDMA and marijuana back in December, he’s headed down the wrong path. It’s a shame he’s a REALLY REALLY smart kid, way more technically smart than I am.
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