I went skateboarding with my ex girlfriend behind Wallmart and afterwards we’re sitting in my van, she smoked me up, it was good weed and as usual it kicked my ass. This song came on the radio, I felt out of it, like in a haze enough as it was without smoking. I’d come back from somewhere and wasn’t there at all. It’s like, now that everything but the details have come back to me, my life would get interesting for a while and then all would go black. I can’t rationalize everything or put it all into any kind of time line that makes sense and doesn’t contradict it’s self. Nothing was normal about that year, 1999 I believe, I have no idea what happened in that space of time.
Then Nine Inch Nails Hurt came on, the intro noise…the intro noise to that song and at the end when it says “If I could start again a million miles away” I was just standing in my kitchen drinking a beer and saying to myself I can’t believe I ended up this alone, in this…bizarre a circumstance.