In the reality all things are not going great in my little town, the population has decreased by 10 % in these years, when I came here they were taking me almost immediately to one mental hospital, Harjamäki, many things happened, maybe I have been crazy always, but still many people have died or exited the society before me, the population is getting older and there are not so many young people now, single men are more than single women … the outlook of my little town is slightly negative … even I by myself once tried to commit suicide, I survived …
I suppose it tells it all ‘but you will never get to see these tears I cry’ …