In AA they say “1 is too many, 1000 is never enough”
1 was too many
1000 was never even an option
Because of my schizo-affective I can’t tolerate much.
I dunno if I’m an addict. Just a schizo-affective person who can’t tolerate illegal drugs and alcohol AT ALL.
1 hit of weed will set me off. 1000 hits is never even an option. 1 beer makes me depressed. 1000 I never even thought about.
This is why I checked myself into IOP. Not because I was drinking too much, but because I know I can’t afford to drink much at all.