Respiridone. Pretty low dose to prevent side effects. Nothing changed as I lowered the dose. Even at 16 mg invega I was highly symptomatic.
Sarcosine sounds like the only thing I might add to the regiment.
Gonna get back in with the docs in a month or to and ill reevaluate things then.
I hate to be dependent on things that cost me money. Otherwise I might try an anti anxiety med and see if that greases the wheels.
If these people are telepathic they got me right where they want me. (Delusional) two years of being mind ■■■■■■ and I'm totally disconnected from the person I was. I don't really think of the past or future. I don't think about people. I'm stuck just ruminating over all the terrible ■■■■ I keep saying/hearing in my mind. It just won't ■■■■■■■ stop. All I can really do is learn to not give a ■■■■. But I don't really like that idea I used to have such a strong mind.
Blah blah blah
So it goes.