When my husband leaves

When you leave I start to disappear
I search hard for something real
Something to hold your place while your gone
My hands are not real
I try to ground, I have no roots
I am not whole, in fact I’m nothing

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You are real. I hope it gets easier for you soon.

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your post made me think when I didn’t think I had a body but was a laser light on a DVD program. please tell your pdoc about this…maybe you are unstable.

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yeah I’m doing a meds change right now, so I’m destabilized. It doesn’t take much to topple me.

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It will get better. I thought for a minute or so I was non-human…similar to a meta-human.

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Isn’t love real? What do you think?

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Love is very real

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Tera why is you husband leaving? Is he just going to work or going away for a long time. I feel the same way

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Oh that’s a poem I wrote. I just feel totally lost without him. Especially during a meds change when I don’t feel like myself.

aliali love is all we should be holding on to. We need to practice letting go of the other emotions like hate and sorrow.

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No he left earlier a I wrote a poem

I’m glad that you believe in love, your life will be good at last, any help, I’m here for you,

I really adore you, how nice are you?

This illness almost killed me but flame of love is not sth demons be able to extinguish,

Thanks for your nice words,

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