Im currently waiting for my parents to pass away so I can kill myself. Thats my life. I’d like to change that though. Feels like im living wrong. Im not depressed or anything. I guess I dont take life seriously
Haha I wont for a while yet if I do. My parents are in good health. Thats just how im living my life. Its my plan or goal in life. I need to change this. I believe its a solid plan but I know its wrong despite how right it feels. Its a shame you have similer thoughts. I guess its about finding a reason to live and want to stay in this world? Im sure things will work out
I imagine the potential end of things. If not mine then others. If I die first I have three siblings who will live on and miss me as they all drop off. I’d prefer to be the last one. Not to live longest but to save them from being the last member of this family. None of us seem keen on having kids.
If that were the case it would be the one with the largest family who should go last.
Who knows man.
I do see a group home in my future. Occasional visits. Getting along with the other schmucks.