Mind spinning
It fuzzes and expands
Thoughts fly, but connect.
Swirling ideas.
Overstimulation.
Calm down, breath
Nothing is important as it seems.
Life goes on.
Building, no escape.
Problems turn into world problems.
Intricacies
Motives
Analysis
Fuzzy, just fuzzy
The disconnect is terrifying.
And they all jumble,
Explode
Crying, laughing, seeing, hearing.
Thoughts equal beliefs
Delusions creep.
Now I’m not here.
Persecution, spying,
Innate evil.
Why is God talking to me?
Blackness
Snipits of memory.
Lost to the madness.
But we prevail, I prevailed.
Out of the madness we come to rebuild, grow, and change.
Tear me down, over again, but I will never fall.