Why compare yourself to normal people?
You should set standards and goals that make sense for YOU, but if you just give up, lie down and wait for it all to be over, your life will be miserable.
I’m not saying this to be mean. But you can’t give up on everything just because life didn’t turn out the way you hoped it would.
It doesn’t even have to be big goals that you set for yourself, it can be something small, and it should be something you’re pretty sure you can do.