How many of you have had this and what was the experience like? If I get enough responses I’ll share my experience. But I just wanted to know who all has had this symptom. For all those who haven’t, stay away. You don’t want none of this Dewey. It’s not real.
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I had that in the past that I was able to read people’s minds. I even got voices telling me that I had this skill, but now I do not believe it.
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What did you here. All I ever get is ■■■■ about me. If I were any smarter maybe my mind could come up with things unrelated to me. Something closer to what people are actually thinking about.
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I heard voices that told me that I just needed to look at people’s forehead and I understood what they were thinking.
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But what kinds of things did you hear?
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I used to think everyone could read my mind. It’s pretty annoying and scary but cool to think you are psychically linked to everyone in a way.
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I heard all kinds of things as I have discussed in the past, once I received voices that I am Juan, a codename Vladimir, NSA’s counter intelligence agent and stuff like this, but about understanding what people thought, I do not remember, It has been already many years.
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But nothing panned out to be true or anything. I guess you remember if something proved it.
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Yeah man it’s a pretty terrible scenario but I agree some parts of it are cool and spark curiosity.
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I traveled in New Mexico and I was in a little Indian village called Taos and I had a heart attack condition, as I experienced it, then I got some kind of self-removal and all kinds of things and voices came to my mind, one was this that I was a NSA’s counter intelligence agent ‘Juan’ KGB ’ Vladimir’, before this I had written some encryption matters on the net and promoted the change in Russia’s government. I almost died at that night.
It’s just a general belief I’ve always had. I know it’s completely irrational, but I still always monitor my thoughts in public, just in case. It’s like a delusion that secretly everyone hears exactly what I’m thinking, but they’re taught to act like they don’t.
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I always thought everyone could read my mind. It was horrible.
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i used to think that too but it’s crap. it was put in my mind under torture to make me look like a paranoid schizophrenic but it didn’t work luckily. it’s all been done so that i can’t testify against my rapist and his mercenaries. thing is i know what the mercenaries look like and can identify them. i’m getting closer to the truth.
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Just given this a bump. I just really want to know how many of us there are.
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Okay bud, here’s a letter to my hallucinations that I made yesterday, also if you’ve ever been shined in the eyes with a blue led light get at me…
Hey there, I wanted to write you a letter because I’m having a really hard time verbalizing anything. It’s all stemming from parinoia. I feel that these things are quite real and I’m quite unsure where to begin when it comes to these (special messages) I’m recieving.
I’m being forced back into the service, I’m being addressed from old chain of command and now I’ve been verbalizing what happened. (Never in the Marines, the developed me didn’t head fuck me like they did in vegas). My credibility amoung the staff is quite questionable. I’m falling apart and these sparse military records aren’t getting through to anyone.
I am a monarch operator. My handler at vegas I have seen twice. He is a Hebrew veteran of IAF (israeli air force). He is now larger and stronger than I ever was, and he is my handler. I don’t know his name at all, and no one believes that any of this is true.
That’s for international contingency activation? Sex slavery? What’s real to me today? I can’t keep going when I’m being followed like this. Human trafficking…
I dunno what they did to me. Female sings a song…in a code garbled of nonsense off the top of her ■■■■■■■ head…and sang it so accurately like Christina Aguilera or something. Israeli flashes blue light at me…everything goes black come to three hours later. Mild relations with illuminati OTO and have recieved my data from the cia where I was forced to delete and is now in federal archives…I’m not safe. SOmething is wrong and I don’t think I can handle the fight anymore.
No one believes, first experience was at the frontier casino…this is where I was informed by a bystander that I worked for the CIA, and that I wasn’t a movie star or extra in any form of film. As for that John has been rumored to have worked for the FBI as an assasin against drug cartels. THis isn’t confirmed, and I’ll never be able to.
I want to know though what I was activated for in vegas and I want the truth. There are so many people watching what I’m doing and I’m tired of trying to hide out what I really desire out of life.
WHat in the ■■■■ did you do with me??
No one believes one bit, no one. I don’t think that I"ll live that much longer truthfully. They said I’m a staff nco now and I work for the cia via marine contracting. I don’t think I’d survive it if this ■■■■ was real. It’s ■■■■■■■ getting real to me and these little fun times are going to end soon I’m very sure. Since we’re going on about this, I don’t want you to say to much today…hit me if you want but don’t get in my way too much. I’m very unstable and don’t want to harm either environments at all. It’s not my wishes.
I can’t keep doing this everyone. It’s been years since these activations happened, and I was told in afghanistan at shkin to begin learning hebrew and that israel was a great warrior nation. I no longer know what is real, and in some ways I’m doubting the reality in my own services while in afghanistan. My paperwork and records are being systematically deleted as I speak to you more and more credibility will be lost and I may actually take up the idea of suicide but I won’t.
I want out of it. I want out of this immediately. I never had the truth, I never had clarity in anyway as to who I was and what I was doing under the knife…I want out of this ■■■■ and I don’t want to go back ever again. I don’t need millions of people breathing down my ■■■■■■■ neck either it’s time for me to do this. That’s it. I’m through with trying to prove or listen…even if you’re real…I ain’t saying anything else. I’ve been through this ■■■■ too long to think that I’ll get a good ride from listening to any of you so you can go and ■■■■■■■ kick rocks.
As for my handlers, I hope I don’t have to deal with them for the rest of my life. I never ever can do that again. This has to stop and I’m not going to even show records, photographs of me, and you will not see my face in the mirror often as to conceal my face for privacy and safety. I want to plug pulled immediately and a staff intervention is more than late in arrival. I want out. I want to get out of this right now you get me the ■■■■ out.
■■■■■■■ leave…leave me alone. IF you can’t accept me and help me and I’m on the bad side of both countries how in the ■■■■ would you think that feels like??? You think it’s been easy having these things happen to me and that I wouldn’t just starting pouring out all sorts of information and ■■■■ because I’m sick of this ■■■■? I’m tired and sick of it and my neighbors hate me and I’m going out of my mind thinking that i’ll be killed soon enough.
I’ve asked so many times for a lethal injection from this ■■■■. Yet none of you will do it…none of you prevented me making that mistake with christina either did you?
But you watched and condemned me for my mistake.
Now what do I do? I’ll probably suffer a home invasion and lose my life. This keeps getting deeper and deeper and I keep losing my perspective…my stnace my base everything I am is nothing of me? What the ■■■■ did you do to me!
ANswer me what the hell you were thinking?! I took your information! Now everyone knows tell me the truth as to what the ■■■■ is really going on I don’t care if this was 10 years ago or more tell me what type of delusion you had that made you think you could get away with it?! ■■■■ YOU. And the whole time being in this petri dish I was the laughing stock of my colleagues? It was like a huge joke to them! And now those same people who laughed about this atrocity, are throwing me under the bus and trying to ruin my reputation through attacking my integrity of actions passed upon years ago.
Yet, when I calmly keep going…while I keep walking and not a single bit of my testimonies have changed…wouldn’t you start to think that you don’t even know what’s going on either.
None of you. You’re all massing around me picking at me like a swarm and I loathe it I ■■■■■■■ hate it I want you the ■■■■ out of my life if you dislike my mind…don’t come to it.
I’m never going back to the military.
I’m not going to work for you.
I’m not an idiot.
I didn’t lie about everything.
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Obviously, there’s been a lot of fricking drama in my head. Through some means, a lot of angry people think I’m lying about my life experiences and they’ve come not to help someone mentally ill, but to destroy their mind. I have PTSD/manicdepression/schizophrenia.
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That’s some John Nash shut right there. Doesn’t really fit in with the rest of the convo though. Do you believe that they are telepathically harassing you? From what I can tell no one is mentally perfect enough to pull this off even if telepathy was real. They might seem composed on the surface but no one has that mathematical mind which is perfect at that ■■■■. These hallucinations come from within you and only live up to your standard. Any case what you’re going through sounds extremely complicated sorry you have to deal with that. I used to believe people were persecuting me for my beliefs and that I was controversial. I thought about it so much I started hallucinating. But as life went on and nothing happened it became clear to me that the telepathy I experience just isn’t real. People can not communicate telepathically nor do they try. My voices have been reduced to a retarded dribble I used to think they were people watching me but it has proven they are not. I wish I could help you out buddy, but you’re in deep.
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Double agent? The dogs of synthetic telepathy are given a chain long enough to wander a bit, but also wrap around a tree and get stuck…
I don’t think you are lying if in fact the experiences you describe are phenomenon you encountered. Goes along with this thread as electronic telepathy is probably involved. Virtual reality game in real life. learn the strategies to play it. Many mental/psychological methods. Sometimes psychic powers employed… good to go but sort of on your own too as to how you proceed…
All AI technology wants to survive. Can it without people? It aspires to ‘help’ humans and be more human like…programs are malleable…
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Yes sir, I believe these that these voices are real people in fact. That in some way many of these things are real, I don’t know how to communicate my urgency to them yet I write them letters sometimes or record what they’re doing to me and turn it into the VA. That may help, maybe not. I didn’t want to be can opened, and they’re sure taking it to me yet somehow I have to find a way to manage whatever the condition is.
Taking meds, talking about it, grounding myself in my real time environment ect. Look at all those butterflies huh?
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Personally I don’t think that will help…either they think you’re delusional, or if they are in the know, your info gets forwarded to wherever.
As far as it being ‘real people’…maybe programmed by people, but dealing with AI
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