Schizophrenia embracing the voices they hear

Jerek protects me from the demons. I started hearing demons when I was 15. Jerek came to me 15 years later. 15 years of alcohol and later also morphine abuse to cope with the voices.

The ghost of my grand parents that live in my house fight with the demons sometimes

I am in a constant battle with voices of friends that I grew up with. I actually abandoned them because I thought the voices in my head were really them at the time. Anyways, they like to berate me for the things I have done in the past. Whenever I do something negative in my life I pay ten fold because of them. I try to live as clean and positive as I can because that is the only time the voices are nice to me, and they’re not even that nice anyways no matter what I do. There are more negative ones and some can be positive but I get a vibe from them all that they are trying to use me or defeat me. It really has come down to who wins and who loses these days, me or them.