Hope you will feel better soon Anna.
The spelling came out wrongā¦
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Reminds me of a trip to the back roads of Kentucky, Tennessee.
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I have not seen all of his films even.
Only a couple or few.
Do not know but something inside me said so but I donāt know if it was meā¦
There are so many actors I adore in different ways.
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Hi swedish queen ā¦what are u doing right nowā¦cooking steak or chicken ā¦!!!
I want to get rid of intrusive thoughts about moving abroad,
I am being manipulated somehow,
I want to stay in Israel certainly in the near future,
I want to and Iāll do it!!!
Nobody will tell me to move abroad!!!
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Howdy yoā:pray:t3:
Freeezzzing here I am but am thankful to be indoors and have heating and blankets.
erez Maybe you can visit a hypnotist or have someone record a relaxation tape that says to you itās ok for you to stay in your country and feel welcome and listen to it every day although this could be expensive so maybe you can ask someone you know.
Does not sound good idea but repeating daily that could be good.
How are you ?
Hypnotism wont help y guysā¦cuz i have done 2 session with therapistā¦it doesnt move my single hair ā¦either try medication or therapyā¦
I want to work at a super competitive job in Israel( meaning everybody wants it but very few actually get it).
Either this or start a new successful company.
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Hey erez u can focus now how to live happily and peacefullyā¦
@Erez_Shmerling one day you say all jobs should be left to robots. The next you wanna work in a super competitive job. Maybe you can one day once you get well! But with all this back and forth stuff you wonāt be able to hold down a job just yet. I hope you feel better and find more serenity soon 
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@Goyankees Yes I want jobs to be eliminated, if need be to be replaced
with non competitive jobs because
A . there is no practical need in competitive jobs once AI goes far enough,
B. competition is bad as it breeds hostility and inequality among people.
Nonetheless, if the world is like today I will strive to work in a super competitive job.
I donāt have delusions that I can work in practice.
This idea is downright delusional.
I am talking about what I would do if I had the right opportunity.
Iām wondering how possible it is to tell a delusion from reality.
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After a such long time where have u been moonwalkerā¦
Mostly watching horror movies
I found a channel on Roku called Film Movement. Itās an independent movie channel thatās free and has no commercials (not sure who pays for it).
Watched Sin You Sinners last night.
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Been mostly watching Netflix. So far Iām still looking for a good sz movie. The multiple personality movies are generally violent
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It seems that the general public always mistakes schizophrenia for MPD.
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Ohhhhh myyy goooood Wellbutrin makes eating SO HARD. I am literally gagging down the 500 calories I need for geodon. Itās not that it makes me nauseous or anything it just makes me not hungry and gives me no appetite at all, no food cravings, nothing. I can tolerate like really small meals but the hefty 500+ calorie ones are killing me.
Iām trying to breathe and relax so I donāt hurl all of my lunch up right now.
I get the vibe that Iām not overly popular on the forum and that people are annoyed with things I have written.
I think I will take a bit of a break from the forum for a while.
I should not have written things I did .
I value integrity and privacy but realise I can be open to extent too .
I still have a right to be here but Iām pretty good at moment.
I nolonger hear voices.
I handle paranoia and feeling attacked and symptoms pretty well, am on medication.
People can drive me away with vibes etc
Like when my boyfriends friends come over specially one girl who is jealous of me and has attacked me every time she has met meā¦
I just leave my home or go to other part of home.
I do have love for his family.
He is a great man.
I manage hygiene etc
Maybe I will be back later.
Iām clearly not every ones cup of 
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Take care guyzzzz!!!ļø:two_hearts:
Ciao for now!
no one is annoyed by you @SacredNeigh7 Hope you feel better soon.
I need to prepare and plan the menu for Sunday 