Say anything part 2

Yes andrey i cant sleep much …i fell asleep at 10:00pm …i wake up 4:00 am …its enough though…i am glad ur back…how was ur trip …hope u enjoyed a lot …

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I feel for you… I can’t stand dinners with my family or my inlaws unless it’s in my house and I can get away. Often when I visit I hide in the bedroom until it’s absolutely necessary for me to get out. Ive been doing it for so many years now they kind of expect it.

The other stuff with your man I’m not sure if I can help. I would say focus on the physical connection and feeling and making it a positive experience. One never knows what’s going on in the other persons head so, but I don’t think it should matter as long ashe takes care to give you what you need physicality and emotionally

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I had some difficult auditory hallucinations last night, they had a negative garbling sound to them and I was having negative thought insertion. And it was hard to protect the people I care about (in my mind). It took a lot of trying to control my own thoughts to get to sleep. I feel that’s all I do sometimes is just control my mind to just focus on the moon and nothing else. It’s so damn hard, I wish it got easier with practice but it doesnt feel that way.

Happy Birthday I loveThaifood!:two_hearts::birthday::bouquet:

You said your Mum took you to the casino for your Birthday.
Is it your birthday now or coming up?

I hope you feel better now Moonwalker.

I just squeezed some lime juice to mix with my lemon squash sugar free soft drink.
I also baked lime muffins today with shredded coconut in them.
They turned out nice I think.
Also sorted arranged my neigher agistment here and went for a drive and a long walk for a hour perhaps which is good after eating muffins.:stuck_out_tongue_closed_eyes:

Oh it was a few months ago, just finally got around to celebrate it. Thanks Zilja1!

I woke up with racing thoughts, I hope they go away. I’m thinking about someone I’ll never speak with again. It’s going through my mind. I wish things would have been different. Oh well, it’s not the end of the world. Life goes on. I think today will be a good day.

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Acceptance and commitment therapy…

It also uses mindfulness :wink:

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AHHHHHHHHHHHH
I slept around 1 am last night, as I did 3 hours of production work.

Have been working for the past hours too. Gonna work for another 2 hours at least.

I feel a lot better today.

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Happy Birthday! Good luck on the job search!

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Just got my nails done :nail_care: :smile::smile:
Gonna do some cleaning and then cook. I guess tonight i have to go to the gym :flushed: Hmmmmmm maybe i could just go walking :walking_man:t4:

I would love to have my nails done but I can not afford it nor do I trust most people with my hands and could feel uncomfortable and attacked them like last time I had nails done but that was just manicare I prefer nail extensions.

Good you got yours done.
It can feel stunning with nail extensions .
A woman in Australia did mine once.
She did a great job.

What culture or religion can a woman have more than one husband?

I hear a lot of men having several wife’s but what about woman having more than one husband.

I’m not saying it’s for me …just interested right now.

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@SacredNeigh7 It’s called polyandry where a woman has more than one husband. Polygamy is where a man has more than one wife.

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Tibet, for one.

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Not for me.:blush:
I reckon but interesting to know a bit more about it.

I do not want double dipping in anyway for us while we are a couple.

Darn da socialising.:stuck_out_tongue_closed_eyes::confused:

It is so difficult for me to be around some people .

Some of His friends came over.
I was polite.
I can’t stand it most of the time with most of them.

I have had boyfriends who’s friends I liked.
I actually like some of his friends.

As I said I seem to have some live even for my enemies who I do not like as such.

His friends come over almost every day someone comes here .

I’m used to living alone and never really having visitors.

His friends and family are a problem in our relationship but it has not driven me away.

My neigher should be coming soon so things may get better then.

I have told him I suffer too much at dinners and coffees so I may only stick around half a hour or so then excuse myself.

I felt attacked by people at dance too.

His friends and family could be reason to break up between us but so far we are still together and I love him and love being with him.

I went for a hours walk today I think.

Hope to do some knitting now.
It is taking a long time to make this.

Hope you guys are well.

Sometimes I watch a video on youtube that makes me lose a little faith in humanity. I don’t know why it was there or why I watched the entire thing. It was just a bunch of people fighting. I don’t like violence. The video was horrible. Reminded me of the times I’ve been punched. I walked away both times. Mean people suck.

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This forum is nice. It’s like an escape from intrusive thoughts.

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why can’t I just stick to work and do it quickly and efficiently? I’m so easily distracted argh

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