I have not seen Sarad and a few others on this forum for a while.
Hope they are well.
Miss seeing some profiles I think.
hope you guys are doing well.
I'm proud and pleased I managed to bake s cake yesterday despite feeling really unwell.
Beautiful ingredients in it .
I am not feeling up for BBQ with his parents though.
I hope it doesn't become a problem but I got to try and speak up and say no when I am not feeling well and I do not want to push myself against my will thinking I will endure cause it might trigger me to feel worse.
I think I should avoid his friends and family as much as possible after the way they have treated me.
But I can not prove it because they do not look on outside that they spiritually attacked me etc
It is not ok to treat me badly.
Still thinking about moving back but for some reason feel I should give it a go here with my neigher.
Maybe I can meet my type of people here even who are good to me genuinely etc and sincerely trustworthy etc and who might even be able to love or like me and appreciate me.
I may need a good care worker or workerzzz.
It could be doable to get .
If my boyfriend goes by him self to BBQ I might try cleaning or if I'm not up to it just resting .
Kind regards to you guys