Cure cure cure. …!!!
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I bought a magazine for my boyfriends father n we gave it to him as a birthday gift.
I bought it because he was talking about the movie at a dinner n his face lit up which to me ment it is something that made him happy.
That’s why I bought it .
His parents bought us a lovely dinner and I enjoyed eating it.
I made a nice cake too for our desert.
Thank you for our food and thank you for all I have to be thank ful for.
My boyfriend is great.
I admit there is a man I saw in real life that I am attracted too and may get along with.
But my boyfriend has half naked woman on his laptop screen and posters of Angelina jolie on his wall.
There is a man I have worried my bf has sexual chemistry with.
This man also seems jealous of me.
I do not know if my man n I will be together for the rest of our lives but it’s not impossible.
I love him.
I really think we could work well as a couple n maybe even marry cause I want to get married.
I trust him n that he is faithful to me and I adore him.
Yes there are other people we may go well with n get along with n it’s unusual for people to not get annoyed by me or to share humour n laughter with me so I love have some people I can hang out with in spirit if I can etc
Thank you n if this is possible my bf may understand n accept I can possibly socialise with beings etc
Thank you for our great health care in our country and lovely food and thank you so so much for removing the cancer I had.
Australia 
is Awesome!!!
️:heart_eyes:Love oz!!!
Thank you !
Hope you guys are well n have nice nourishment.
kinda falling apart rn i cant get anything done and everyone around me thinks i am just lazy i am more paranoid with my family home for the summer it is getting hard to take showers without thinking i am being watched i woke up this morning and my front door was unlocked this morning and so was the downstairs bathroom window yesterday i hate that my family member that came home is so careless and leaves everything open he is always high and doesn’t even lock doors or close windows and it doesn’t help that he is the main thing my psychosis revolves around his voice is the main one i hear follows me everywhere and never stops trying to make me nervous meds work but i am more delusional with him home
Hope you will feel better soon sigarino.
Things can get better.
Remember that!
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There was a great man in Germany that I was with when I was a toddler.
I loved him and his family.
He may of been beyond in many ways.
I think we called him by his nick name but he let us know his real name.
Last time I saw him I was few years older n some one else was in my body I think.
He had golden hair with touch of orange.
A gentleman I believe.
I have loved n agreed with some extremists but I am not one it’s just in some angles perhaps.
I am not extreme as such.
My best friend I had was funny n may be still is.
Hope my boyfriend n I can hang out in spirit n even laugh together n play etc
Wishing you guys a happy Mother’s Day.
I’m a lazy bum today, sitting here watching tv.
Somehow, managed to wash all the dishes, sweep the (Whole house) floor, brushed the cats, cleaned the cat hair off the curtains…and now ready to cut some spatulas for my Ex H.
Wearing orange on Wednesdays apparently stands for human rights.
Not amnesty thing but something about human rights.
I had a homo friend once or a few actually n I loved them.
Was long time ago.
I just thought they were nice.
Not sure what my problem is …
Also don’t want my bf having sexual chemistry with his friend etc
People’s sexuality may be none of my business unless I tell them or it’s illegal n public or so but I don’t like watching porno or hearing others .
I used to hear moaning woman n it was torment n agony to hear it.
It was part of hearing voices baaa baaa
Love to youzzz yo n happy Mother’s Day.
Thankzzz muuuum for being you.️
Had Chinese take out at the best place in town.
Husband came home to a clean house, dinner ready, and some Ginger Kombachu.
Good times!
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I adore ginger kombuchu.
I used to drink it once a week but have not seen it around where I live now.
Love Chinese food too.
It’s usually delicious.
Honey chicken and vegetable cashew stir fry and fried rice I had.
It was lovely.
Sounds like nice moments for you.
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Don’t know what my problem with it is.
Nothing extreme anyway.
My mum was some kind of homo rights activist etc
Strange.
Anyway I will not think about it.
Maybe it’s old stuff…
Cooking dinner now.
️:two_hearts:
Hey, I found a loop in YouTube. You know how if you play one YouTube video another will pop up afterwards, and another, and another, and so on. What I just found was a loop in which the same few videos just keep repeating to play over and over and over…
No I am not going to mention what the videos are since they all deal with government secrecy.
Anyhow, I was just interested in whether or not anyone else has encountered such a loop event.
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People are following me everywhere i go! My mom wants me to get help but she’s against me.
I understand what it feels like to feel family are against one…etc
I have also felt such things.
But I have a real family that are different n in another way.
Hope you feel better soon.
Things like that can make it difficult to leave home, meet people , keep relationships etc
I’m having second thoughts again about moving in with my bf to other state where I am now.
He could be a mamas boy which would limit us n what we could be with me.
I want some thing romantic n deep etc
I’m concerned about his friends n family.
They seem wierd n extremists n nosy to what’s none of their business.
One of his friends who is male might have sexual chemistry with him which bothers me.
He has guns n weapons but on positive about that is he lives in country side n had licence for it.
I miss my horse and my second thoughts come because I plan to move her here and that’s a big deal to me.
It is dangerous n difficult and expensive.
And if we were to break up I would have to move her back which is not easy n quick from transport companies I’ve spoken too.
I love him.
I worry if his friends n parents want steal from me or use me or get up to mischief n that they might spy on me etc
Also I have to hang out with people n since I do not drink alcohol that is less endurable.
I had best friend I thought was funny n kind n others too many years ago.
I will move here n see how it goes.
Mamas boy can never be romantic enough for me though.
I know it suits many other woman but not me I reckon.
A man should love n care for his mum perhaps but not …
I do love him but it’s a huge thing to move my neigher here.
I hope he is not living with his x z in body cause I do not get to feel his spirit.
I feel far away from him right now.
Integrity n privacy n space .
I do not have second thoughts but a touch of worry n concern.
Change can onset psychosis specially big change n I e felt difficulties.
I think I have real family.
A brother too n a father.
I love the otherfamilies too though even if they are not real as such.
No second thoughts as such but giving it a go can be good.
I can move out if things don’t work out.
Cleaning day today.
So my current status is I am planning to finalise move interstate to live with my boyfriend officially and move my horse here.
I am worried about big change and about the people etc
I’m worried about several things.
Want my horse with me though.
Miss her.
I am with bf now n am talking to transport company to move my horse here too.
My best friend I had who was my bf for while had lovely family.️
I liked his mum n sister n family.
They were nice people n nice to be around.
He was funny I think but his family may of been too.
Hope I’m not paranoid bout them too cause have been bout people I Lo ve.
️:ghost:Gday to you
I’m a bit overwhelmed…everything is moving so quickly…I have a week of downtime-not really as I have to organize all my stuff, register for nursing classes, etc…- and then I’m going to be gone for a week on my senior trip. The last senior trip I went on for Highschool when I had my family watch my pet he died on the day I was supposed to come home because my little sisters dumped an entire can of fish food in his tank (he was a black Moore goldfish). So I am of course anxious about leaving my rats with them when I go on this trip, but I don’t really have any other choice.
Then after that I have to move into my apartment for the summer, which is bound to be a pain…and I’m nervous about meeting my apartmentmate…I will have my own room because of my rats but not my own apartment so I hope I am not with anyone crazy…
Then I have to pass the last class for my degree and then BIG stress. I have to move states…which is just going to be a huge pain as I’ll have to somehow get all my stuff across states with me, without a car as I have to drop it off to be sold, and I will be CONSTANTLY anxious about my rats who will be shipped with a pet shipping service that we use for my dog as well.
I don’t think I’ll really be able to relax again until I’m moved into our new house with my rats safe and sound with me. I would be really devastated if anything happened to them in the move.