I spoke with the ROAM people again today. They told me I am eligible and that we are going to go through another assessment next friday. (I really wanted to go to the drag races in Pontiac with my Dad at that time though )
I am now very confused and foggy headed after talking with the person. I find it hard to have long conversations with some people. I start losing focus and rocking in my chair.
Floated for 3hrs down the Athabasca river, on inflatable mattresses, with a friend, yesterday.
We kept getting caught in currents and had to put our legs in the water and kick our way out.
I’m incredibly exhausted today, but I had fun.
I would definitely do that again.
I’m slowly getting better and accepting my body shape. I just don’t have the energy to be bulimic like I was. I used to exercise for an hour a day then shop for my binge food then find somewhere to hide it then wait til mr turtle was asleep then binge and purge.
It got so bad I actually made him move out so I could just indulge my eating disorder.
I have faith in you. You have me as support when you need it. I’m sorry you don’t have support around you for this.
I know what you mean about not having the energy to be that way.
I used to exercise for hours a day, and also b/p at least 3 times a day. Most days all I did was sleep… I couldn’t even walk.
And yes, living with others makes it harder. Glad we have both been able to stop.
Thank you, I really do appreciate it!
You have my support as well, if you ever need it.
This is what I think about sex. People who are insecure about it project that insecurity onto other people. I don’t care which way or the other but I’ve done it so I don’t care what people think. But some people hang onto it and get jealous of their partner and make the relationship worse. So I’m glad I’m not part of that lifestyle.