It’s okay. I feel the same way about relationships. Sometimes I go to try to talk to someone I like and then I get nervous and cut everything short. I’m not a talkative person so I have to work around that.
You say you put so much more into the relationship. Maybe you were trying to get into a relationship and this person (I’m assuming is a guy) didn’t recognize that you really cared about him. If it is a guy, I wouldn’t be surprised if he just didn’t recognize the signs or know how to respond to them.
I know you say you loved each other but maybe you should find someone who will love you as much as you love them.
I <3 u dont get hurt