That bad jalapeno that I ate on Saturday is still with me.
i just pitched a fit because I didnât want to have to eat with my Geodon. I threw myself dramatically onto the couch and everything. My boyfriend said he was equal parts amused and annoyed. In the end I made it to 500 calories with a few scoops of peanut butter.
feel kind of awkward and bad tonight. I told my parents at dinner I had a lot of noise in my head, and this usually makes me pretty irritable, I said Iâd spend most of the night in my room instead sitting out watching TV with them. My dad who talks a lot, mostly to hear himself talk, (and can get talk pretty loudâŚforgets to use his indoor voice sometimes) was talk, talk, talking all through this show I normally donât even like and it was giving me a headache. Mom said if you donât stop talking youâll send her into her roomâŚthen he sat and wouldnât say damn word. One of those little survey questions popped up which he usually gives his opinion on he didnât say anything. âI was told to be quietâŚâ He said. I get annoyed when he gets like that if mom and I ask him to not talk so much.
So then I said Iâm going into my room, because while he wasnât saying anything his whole attitude changed and was even more annoying to me. My mom said, then Iâm going to play my gameâŚlike I"m doing something bad by saying I was going into my room. When I told them from the get-go I wasnât going to spend all night out there with them. Now I feel bad. I feel like made my mom and dad mad at me for not wanting to put up with that. Now theyâre sleeping and I wont get to see them again until tomorrow night when they get home from work, unless I for some reason get up in the morning and theyâre still home.
@Daze Are you going to respond to my original post? Iâm really curious why you dislike me so much. Is it envy or youâre just a hateful person in general?
I wrote âBe kindâ on the banner of my cell phone, thinking of darksith. I thought looking at it t would help me. But every time l see it it I want to tear everyone to pieces.
The man who thinks he can, and the man who thinks he canât, are both right.
I wish I could lay eggs
Coffee is amazing
I want to live beside the ocean
80âs pop music
Chaaarlie bit me (British accent)
I canât choose, every option sucks.
Well, hereâs everything in English, well the words that are official anyway:
Every option sucks, but you still have to choose.
Im on risperidane and olanzapine and I am ravenously hungry. Did yo ufeel starved when you went without food? I am always hungry because of my meds.
I havenât eat for 24h and I miss mu pills.
Take care of yourself and not worry about others
I have a kid sister going through exam anxiety⌠and asking for my help (and sticky popcorn)
I have a friend who is having a bit of a nervous break down⌠and asking for my help
I have a younger brother trying to fight off a form of irritated, agitated depression⌠and asking for my help
I have a girlfriend in therapy to finally work through some past trauma⌠and asking for my help
Itâs a VERY odd world when IâM the stable one whoâs calm cool and collected.
My moods have been pretty Even lately.
Very Grateful for this
I fancy caitlyn jenner
what is this sticky popcorn you keep talking about? How do you make it?
man. WTF! synchronicities. LOL just similarities i guess. i have all the same problems you do, right down to the mitch matched socks. one time i even thought i may as well let my shoes join on the the party.
But yeah i did not know that about mad max. i just wrote a friend something about the lizard society. weird!