I haven't taken my medicine in DAYS. I feel free, I feel like my mind has expanded, I feel natural..
Saying hello to an old friend, from the center of my brain..though he's migrated..that's ok. You'll live
Plenty of fish in the sea
Overdosing on caffeine. Ate and drank too much coffe grounds and coffe drinks and dark chocolate to counteract my severe sleepiness of respirdal.. O_O what did I dooooooooo!!!!! Yyyeeeeeeewww!!!! @TheStrange how are you feeling without meds? Symptoms being ok?
I felt angry most of today. I can see why people lash out.
@kilian I feel like I'm having conversations all day long with nobody though. And I'm hearing people a lot more. They want to tell me what to do. I've been crying at random times too but other than this I don't feel delusional or really like I'm doing that bad but the thing that's bothering me is that I haven't slept in two days and how it's I just want to eat I've been i just feel like I could have an infection.Ur tired from risperdal and I'm wide awake were like opposite haha
I have conversations all day all the time! Try to take some nyquil or of that sorts. That's not good you've been up for 2 days. Your eventually going to crash hard core and itl be bad and I'm constantly hungry like omg lol. We most definitely are opposite but right now I took another ground coffee spoonful... Im just soo sick and tired feeling like a zombie. Hate it hate it hate it. What do you think you got by an infection?
Omg crazy yes I just can't stop having these conversations!! And I will take some NyQuil that's a good idea thank you..are you eating the coffee grounds like literally just eating it? If so that sounds horrible I wouldn't enjoy that at all haha. But I'm sure you've tried everything at this point if ur doing that.
I know what you mean by the zombie feeling I used to be on Thorazine and it like erased even every bit of emotion in my face I was just numb and spaced out. I think I have an infection in my bladder. Idk much about it though if I could only ask it
Your welcome hope it helps you. And yes I am eating it straight out of the can. Just had another spoonful earlier but no more. It doesn't taste bad, just very powdery crummy so it sticks in your mouth everywhere. Do you like these conversations? Cause 80% of the time they are fun, entertaining, and funny to me! Like i enjoy the companionship usually. The other 20% they are dark, violent, gloomy, and negativity.
Do you feel very awake from it I mean like is it working for you? And yeah I do like them because i don't have any friends so I don't have many people to talk to
I took 3mg of risperdal at 7pm eastern. And usually by 8pm I'm feeling dead tired and by 8:30 I'm passed out hardcore. So right now I feel awake, alert, and fine so yesssss it's working! I don't have any friends either. Haven't hung out with someone in a couple years now and the ppl I have conversations with are with the voices n such or on the forum
That's good it worked! I talk with my voices a lot too I just have problems with stopping sometimes and I can't stop engaging with them I think like so preoccupied
Yeah it's hard to stop. Often it can last for hours I just keep talking. Has anyone ever caught you talking?
I've been caught talking to my voices....that got me a quick visit to a psychiatrist.
Same. And yes plenty of times. But I try to be discrete. Are you the same?
@SchizoBoy that happened to me before too
Yep. And iv been caught a bunch of times. When I do they always tell me to just say "your talking to yourself" to them but iv learned to not listen to them or I won't get any help. I just feel like they got control over what I do and know what's best so often I used to let them do their thing with me and I just follow along.And I fell asleep by like 10ish. Sleepiness hit me hard and I passed out. Caffeine must have worn off lol.
My cat got a trip to the vet and he cost me more money but he's eating and back to playing 24-7 again, so that's good. His neuter site got infected He got an injection and he's on antibiotics for a while.
I have to shove a little squeezy syringe into his mouth and squirt pink medicine down his throat. I go, "guess what time it is?" all sweetly and he takes off running out of the living room because I guess he knows it's "medicine time". I have to corral him and bring him to the kitchen counter to pry his mouth open for the medicine. It cracks me up that he always knows what time it is.
Started to re-read the Hunger Games...read it on the kindle now reading my hard-back copy. Though I do admit my kindle makes for reading at night in bed a little easier. I do love the feel of a hardback book though...nice and sturdy.
The Lion Guard is not so awesome, but at least Disney is trying something. I think it would be nice if they created a movie of The Lion Guard.
My situation is difficult as I have had enough of chess,I have a problem that I have nothing to do.I am not satisfied with life, to put it very very mildly.
I LOVE eating sourkraut! (FYI I'm German )
THE EYES OF TRUTH ARE ALWAYS WATCHING YOU. THEY DEFEND YOU !