So I read a letter to my pdoc - it basically said thanks for helping me to stop trying to kill myself, and I hate to seem unappreciative but could we do something about the negatives. She thinks there’s a possibility that some of my symptoms could be helped if my doses weren’t so high. She also thinks right now isn’t a good time to be reducing my aps because historically I start having a huge upswing in symptoms in October. So for now the plan is for me to keep working on diet, exercise and sleep hygiene and we will look at reducing ap doses come spring.
Another thing we talked about was adding welbutrin to help me quit smoking and maybe (fingers crossed) increase my libido. So I’m starting that in the morning, unless anyone knows a reason to take it at night.