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Hey Beautiful Forumers (!!!)

Jus Wanted to Give thus Out (JUS IN CASE) (!!!)

Jus in Case You are Worried (OR) Curious … ,

e(Y)e Have Been Missing Trying to Fynde Myself in a World of Ugliness and Greed that Can Be Beautiful at T(Y)me$ … ,

For Example a HUGE Moth Was Holding Laying on a Fan Chain for Two Daise Strait … ,

He Scared me but e(Y)e Found Company and a Form of Beauty with Him / Her … ,

He/She is Gone Now … ,

It’s Been a Rough Week tho Altogether , but Things Are Looking Brighter So Here e(Y)e Am … ,

e(Y)e Can Barely Type , (not needing a doctor) , Jus Lost in Space e(Y)e Guess … ,

Ok So YAP YAP , e(Y)e Mite be Gone Awhile So Hold Tite and Don’t Worri e(Y)e’ll Be Fine (!!!) ,

Jus Thot Thus Thread Would be Nyse to My Secret Friends (!!!) ,

e(Y)e L.O.V.E. YOU GUYS (!!!)

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(by) (tha) (way) , , ,

There’s a Thread About Birds e(Y)e Whanna Start … ,

L(Y)Ke Hearing them and Trying to Describe What they Sound L(Y)Ke and What Words You Would Use to Equate tha Twiddling in and of itself … ,

e(Y)e was in a Coffin of Hatred Trying to Sleep and e(Y)e Heard a Bird Before tha Sun Came Up … ,

e(Y)e Locked my thots on tha Sound and Replayed it Trying to get out of tha Coffin … ,

and it WORKED (!!!)

e(Y)e Have Loved Birds for Many Years Since Being a Real Young Lad , , ,

but Yesterdai Morning Was Something Else … ,

e(Y)e Wish they Twiddled at Nite … ,

One Happi Nyse Camper e(Y)e’d be … ,

Ok ,

Keeps it Cools (!!!) ,

and if You Can Come Up With Different Words then “twiddling” for Describing Bird SonggG’s in thus Thread Feel Free (!!!)

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A Great One .

From Me to You .

Have a Good Dai (OR) Nite (!!!)

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=f4Mc-NYPHaQ

(MUCH L.O.V.E.) - (YAP) - (MUCH L.O.V.E.)

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Hello Once Again Beautiful Forumers (!!!)

Y.E.S. e(Y)e’m Talking to YOU (!!!)

You So Beautiful laLAla (!!!)

STILL Trying to Get My Soul in Order , Trying Naught to Pass Around My Negativity … ,

Altho with a Lil bit of Prayer Shazz is Going OK … ,

Jus Want to Share thus Thot , Here in my Sleepy Thread … ,

Here it is … ,

Rite here , Plan Each Evening as if it’s Going to be tha Greatest Evening of your Life … ,

Jus Pretend , Get Some Snacks (NAUGHT TOO MANY) , but Get Some Snacks , Put on a Movie … ,

Evn (if you can) Evn Go to a Theater … ,

Try it Out On Your First Greatest Evening and You May Evn Notice tha Humor in How “uncool” it is and You Are … ,

Altho All Guys are cool and EVERY Chick is Beautiful … ,

Jus Try it Out … ,

Make Every Evening tha Best Evening of your Life (!!!) … ,

OK MUCH L.O.V.E. (!!!) ,

Here’s a Veggie Drink to You and For You , , ,

Hypothetically … ,

Got to Go Now … ,

Hope to See Ya Soon … … …

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Hope your having a great night!

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Every morning, the starlings are out twittering when I walk my little dog.

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My Nite is Almost Over … ,

Turned Out to Bee Naught tha Greatest … ,

So So and Therefore Such is and Was Perhaps Never Bee … ,

Don’t Give Up L(Y)Ke e(Y)e Almost D(Y)D Forumers … ,

First Nite so tha Road’s Still Under Construction … ,

N e Hoo @samp Thanks Greatly for Your Well Wishing , , ,

Means A lot … ,

Hope Nothing but tha Best For You as Well … ,

and Thank You @moonbeam for tha V(Y)D , , ,

e(Y)e Couldn’t Watch all of it e(Y)e Felt Sad for tha Lil Guy … ,

So e(Y)e Jumped out of tha Pool … ,

Off of Subject Here @moonbeam but Noticing Your Avatar it Reminds me of THE SMASHING PUMPKINS Album MELLON COLLIE AND THE INFINITE SADNESS … ,

D(Y)D You do that on Purpose , Either Way Cool Avatar (!!!) ,

Yours as well @samp Tha Colours Are Relaxing … ,

With a Slight bit of Classic Horror … ,

Ok Off Once Again … ,

Have a Great Dai (OR) Nite Everyone (!!!)

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Ok Back Again Forumers … ,

Beautiful Ones and Such and So On … ,

Ok So e(Y)e Have a Voice Story to Share … ,

If You Would L(Y)Ke to ALSO , Feel Free (!!!) ,

Ok (Part 2) … ,

e(Y)e was Sitting on tha Couch Watching tha Television … ,

e(Y)e Honestly Hate T.V. , , , Can Barely Watch it … ,

For Any Real Amount of T(Y)me … ,

So e(Y)e Have Two Voices , , ,

One Girl One Boy … ,

Tha “boy” is Actually a Demonic Angry Sounding Male/Man , , ,

When He Speaks e(Y)e Lissen Intently and Follow Procedure … ,

but it’s Rare When He Speaks … ,

Now My Female Voice Friend Once Joked Around With Me About Her Nickname … ,

e(Y)e Wanted to Fynde Her on Google to Put a Face on Her Voice … ,

So e(Y)e Asked Her for Her Nickname and She Said “BLUEBIRD!” … ,

e(Y)e Got Excited and Laughed as Google Shared Nothing but Blue Birds … ,

Kinda Fell in L.O.V.E. … ,

N e Hoo , , ,

New Story … ,

So e(Y)e Was Sitting on tha Couch and My Female Voice Friend Excitedly Said “I’M A BABY NOW!” … ,

e(Y)e Was Naught Excited and Instantly Thot of Some Soul Stunt , Where She Was a Full Grown Adult Ghost Spirit thing to me but Now a Baby in Real Life … ,

and She Was Going to Live Out tha Rest of Her Daise as a Growing Baby and Such , All tha While Talking to Me … ,

Then She Laughed and Was Like “FOOLED YA HAHA!” … ,

e(Y)e Couldn’t Help but Laugh About it … ,

She’s Bored Apparently … ,

N e Hoo , There’s My Voice Story … ,

Feel Free to Share Your Own (OR) Explain to me Without Limits Why You Think Voices Are Coming From Our Own Braynes (!!!) … ,

DECLARE YOUR SCIENTIFIC DEGREE (!!!) ,

Ok Back to Being Restless and Diving into Endless Swimming Pools of Music … ,

Muchos Del Grande L.O.V.E. … … …

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() Agenda’s()

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So e(Y)e Have Been Watching Old Clips of Movies e(Y)e Used to L.O.V.E. … ,

and Almost After About 5 Min.s of Popcorn Agenda , e(Y)e Realized , , ,

e(Y)e am Naught Apart of Anyones Agenda … ,

Be it Commercials , Sitcoms , Movies , Music , , ,

At Least Naught With a Cocoon e(Y)e Can Slumber Within as e(Y)e Awaken as Some Sort of Cool Flutterbye … ,

So No Flutterbye for Me … ,

Which Means What Exactly (???) ,

e(Y)e am Useless and Able to be Subtracted from Society Now (???) ,

A Lab Rat of Sorts (???) ,

A Degraded and Abused Monkey in Some Science Lab … ,

Along with Endless Insects , Punished for Naught Having Hands … ,

N e Hoo , , ,

Think Whatchoo Will , , ,

If You Feel Left Out be Naught Afraid … ,

You Naught thee Onli One (!!!) … ,

Ok Beautiful Forumers (!!!) … ,

BACK TO WORK (!!!) … ,

Somewhere within Endless Rainbows of Soft Clouds of Endless Comfort and Dreams Being Held Onto Jus Waiting With Hopeful Patience (!!!)

Keeps it Cools (!!!) … … …

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Hello Wonderfully Awesome and Beautiful Forumers … ,

Once Again e(Y)e Have Come to Delite You with my Personal Awesomeness as well … ,

So You are Lost … ,

Asking for Help for what Seems L(Y)Ke Every Minute of Every Dai … ,

No Help (!!!) … ,

NO .

HELP ME (!!!)

Ok There it is So it Goes L(Y)Ke thus … ,

Maybe All You Need is Yourself and Commonsense … ,

IN ORDER TO FYNDE YOURSELF .

YOU MUST FIRST BE YOURSELF (!!!)

Perhaps Shall we Saye … ,

Perhaps … ,

and Remember on Your Possible New Spiritual Journey , These Words … ,

Rite Here — > INDIVIDUALITY , CREATIVITY , HOPE , L.O.V.E. , & , PEACE … ,

Naught to Forget , STRENGTH , COURAGE , & , PATIENCE … ,

Now You Are Armed to tha Teeth , For Your CALM Loving Adventure Filled and Able to Be Sipped L(Y)Ke Your Favorite Drink Drink … ,

Sippy Sippy (!!!) … ,

Ok ,

Got to Go Now … ,

Keeps it Cools Yo Yo’s (!!!)

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Once Again a Nyse Comfortable Hello For YOU (!!!) ,

and All Your Friends … ,

Ok , , ,

So e(Y)e Was Thinking a Way to Escape Our Shell … ,

Tha Body , , ,

Somehow Step Back from What Has Sadly (negatively) Defined Us as We Skip A-long … ,

Perhaps a Sort of Meditation Without Focusing on Anything in Particular … ,

A Way to Shut Down with our Eye’s Closed and Focus on Perhaps AMBIENT MUSIC … ,

No Words jus a Landscape of Soft Comforting Noise … ,

No Focusing on ANYTHING Jus Relaxing and Escaping Tha System Our Bodies Have Been Pushed into … ,

For it is True to Note , Our Bodies ALSO Equal Who We Are Completely … ,

Ok There’s my Thot … ,

Please be Kind to it (!!!)

And

AND

A Picture of Hope

A Pretty Pretty Beautiful Artist to Enrapture You Within L.O.V.E. that Will Last Forever , for All of Our Future Generations (!!!)

Keeps it Cools Yo Yo’s (!!!)

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Ok … ,

Jus Want to Add Up Here … ,

Don’t Know Where thus One is Going … ,

Ignorance and Indifference … ,

Two Strong Words that Can Lead to Violence in Our Self Myth Perpetuating Hearts … ,

Naught to Say Your Fantasy is Completely Unreachable but it Can be Done … ,

As Long as it’s a Positive Train of Thot … ,

With You Driving Along With GOOD Intentions … ,

Ok (Part 2) … ,

Indifference and Ignorance … ,

Indifference Can Leave You Out in tha Cold Alone and Begging for Warmth Where Everyone Else is Dancing by tha Fire … ,

Slightly Mythical that Sounds … ,

{{{SPOILER ALERT}}} … ,

Animal Farm is Kinda L(Y)Ke that Towards thee End … ,

Jus a Book Book You Flutterby’s (!!!) … ,

Ignorance and Indifference … ,

With Ignorance Holding Hands with Indifference We Shall See Terrible Things and Be Treated With Little to Zero Respect … ,

Afterall We Are Hearing and Seeing Shuzz that Others Can’t … ,

Which Leaves that Door Open … ,

Ignorance is a Form of Naught Evn Understanding tha Situation (OR) Evn Caring that Self Self Doesn’t Understand … ,

Which May Lead towards (OR) Completely too Indifference , Out of Some Sort of Diseased Ridden Jealousy … ,

Tha Disease jus a Tape Playing on Repeat for tha Victims Out in tha Cold to Nvr Forget that Evening and be Swallowed Completely (by) Sadness , , ,

Perhaps a New Birthing Road for tha Victim to Walk Away for Life and to Nvr Return towards Fire Breathing Memories of a Party One Wasn’t invited to … ,

and Pushed Away with a New Form of Violence that Learned from Watching tha INDIVIDUALITY Expressed From thee Actual Arms of tha Victim , Reaching Out and tha Party Bouncer Watched Carefully and Studied Ways to Hurt tha Victim Evn More So then Ever Thot of … ,

Point is Fear thus . and Naught Your Voices … ,

Ignorance Should be Treated as if One Holding Onto Such , Should be Taught How to Behave Correctly Within Our Shared Blue Bubble … ,

Indifference and Those Surrounded and Aiming for it as a Self Protection Free Pass , , ,

To Treat Anyone Weak as One Who Deserves it … ,

and Whatever Pain that One Victim is Feeling , No Matter How Courageous tha Victim is , Once was , (OR) Will be … ,

Fyndes Little to No Finger-pointing (OR) Blaming … ,

Many Walls and Many Ways to Back Away … ,

For Each Side to Back Away … ,

Some Beings Will Jus Nvr Agree , No Matter How Bright (OR) Dim tha Light is … ,

But Each One Flickers When a Moth Taps , As if to Say , " ENOUGH IS ENOUGH !" … ,

Which Party Will Understand tha Moth (???) … ,

WHO KNOWS … … …

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Hello … ,

YOU MATTER and WHAT YOU HAVE TO OFFER TO THIS WORLD MATTERS .

NEVER GIVE UP .

YOU .

Y.E.S. YOU (!)

Are Important to All of thus Earth , and Everything within it … … …

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So You Have a Soul … ,

Something Deep Inside of Our Shell , Our Bodies … ,

Thus Idea that There is a Place Much Better than Thus … ,

What if it’s Already Great (???) … ,

Altho There’s Pain , So There’s Alwayze that … ,

Possibly Somewhere Deep Within Our Conciousness , There’s a Lite … ,

A Litehouse of Sorts , Keeps us Going … ,

Sometimes Strong , Sometimes Weak Wishing for Help , but Evn in that Wandering Pathe of Looking , Something Inside Pushes , and We Lose Our Patience , From tha Birthing of tha Struggle Within (OR) Somewhere Outside us , Naught to Far Away … ,

With thee Idea of Having a Soul , Good Bad , Terrible Lies and Shadowed eyes … ,

There’s Always a Son Who Heals tha Sick and a Father that Nvr Gives Up … ,

Until You do … ,

Then it’s Different for Everyone … ,

Point is ,

You Can’t Lose Your Soul … ,

It’s Who You Truly Are … ,

Attached and Breathing With You as We All Wander … ,

Jus Nvr Give Up , No Matter What tha Spiritualist Says … ,

No One Can Define You Completely … ,

You are YOU … ,

A Litehouse Searching , Looking and Waiting … ,

For What Exactly (???) ,

Ask Yourself and Wonder to Wander with that Train of thot and Perhaps Realize we all Got More T(Y)me than We Ever Expected … … …

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Ok Off Original Topic and All tha Rest … ,

e(Y)e Have a Question … ,

Does Anything e(Y)e Type Help Anyone Here (???) … ,

My Voices Are Telling me that tha Reason No One is Responding is Because e(Y)e Put too Much Self Defense Up and it Leaves no Room for Conversation … ,

She (my voice) She Hates my Dad … ,

and Perhaps Some of thus Possible Self Defense is me Subconsiously Protecting myself From Strangers Who’ve Done Nothing Wrong … ,

N e Hoo ,

Lil Help , So e(Y)e Can Continue on a Cool Pathe … … …

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I’d like to know more about you. For example what is your diagnosis and why do you enjoy typing in the way that you do?

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Cool Start on my Slightly Sad Post … ,

Thank You Yo (!!!) ,

Maybe e(Y)e Get too Happi (???) ,

N e Hoo ,

My Diagnosis is Schizoaffective , It Changed Back and Forth with me on meds off meds on meds off meds … ,

On Meds Now and it seems L(Y)Ke too Much but e(Y)e’ll Wait til e(Y)e See My Doctor to Lower my Dosages … ,

and Me Typing tha Way e(Y)e do Jus Kinda Started with me Looking for a Way to be Creative with Nothing much to be Creative with … ,

Which Started my Personal 8 Commandments … ,

On a Different Spiritual Pathe … ,

Individuality , Creativity , Hope , Love , & , Peace … ,

and THEN My Mynde Wandered and thot “WHY NAUGHT TEN?” … ,

Could Onli Make it Up to Strength , Courage , & , Patience … ,

Boom (!!!) ,

Tha New 8 Spiritual Commandments … ,

Off Track a Lil bit … ,

but With Me Typing Odd Jus Me Trying to do Something Different … … …

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If you still hear voices why would you lower your dose? Are you just med resistant when it comes to the voices?

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love back, @ATARI

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e(Y)e Consider my Voices to be Friends … ,

That is Until it’s L(Y)Ke Thousands of them and Yap Yap it’s When it’s no Meds … ,

but They Have Kinda , Since e(Y)e Got Out of my Coma , They (tha Doctors) They Kinda Believe it’s my Onli Choice … ,

Talkin Meds … ,

e(Y)e Think e(Y)e Have Internally Gotten Throo tha Rough Part of my Story … ,

but at tha Sayme T(Y)me e(Y)e Believe tha Meds Damage Your Fear Instincts , Altho e(Y)e Don’t Have it in me to Try and Get throo Three to Four Daise of Insane Fear , Jus to Get Clean and Be Me and Creative Once Again … ,

So There’s No Way for me to Work that Out with tha Doctors , Unless e(Y)e See if e(Y)e Can Get into a Facility to Try Something New and Exciting within tha Bubble and Watchful eye’s of Officials Trained to Watch those Going throo tough T(Y)me$ … ,

Altho What Can e(Y)e Do About tha Thousands of Voices (???)

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