I feel like i live in a sanatorium

it’s kind of fancy for a sanatorium but nevertheless… i feel locked up, watched, pushed and pulled for no reason except that i have MI.

i feel punished and punished and punished.

i try to push out of this mess but i am getting depressed already. i can’t get out.

judy

hey,

You fight for every little bit of sanity.

You fight for every bit of function. Medications help no end but there are side effects! You move to better function over medication but you need a good treatment team!

It sucks royally but it’s doable. I do well…but I fight for every single inch of the road I face and fock the rest. Yeah it hurts and it’s hard but lets say you do you! Do it better…little baby steps and it’s helping no end!

We are who we are and I can’t help being schizophrenic…that is just mad brain chemistry! I choose to move beyond that!

A friend in the struggle,

rogueone.

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aww Judy…I feel so bad for you…at least you have a roof over your head and you are fed? try to see the positive? good luck honey.

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hi. looking forward to the weekly sabbath. trying hard to keep my sanity.

cheers!! judy