What do i lose ever? I was always med compliant. i can start my Zyprexa very fast if something is wrong… I feel as ■■■■ on it, its not normal. I was taking it for 2 years almost, i didn’t progress at all. And i went very psychotic without my Depakote. It was like i am not even on Zyprexa, it was like Zyprexa doesn’t do anything on me… That’s how i was without my Depakote. it calmed me way better than the Zyprexa… Ill see how i am tomorrow and if i am the same scared and passive zombie without emotions i think that ill try eventyally to see without the ap, idk.