No, I do not feel I am deserving of anything more than what I have worked for. However, if I am blessed with gifts, I will be happy and grateful.
I do have delusions of grandeur where I believe that in 'another parallel life' I have lot's of money. Like a trillion dollars, actually. I know, it's a ridiculous number
I also believe that the world sends me unique, priceless gifts.
Sadly, I don't have access to any of that right now, in 'this' reality. Sure would be nice to have all that!!!