Not sure if this is something people can help me on this. I am getting repeatedly insulted by my wife. Not sure how to manage the feelings. Sometimes my mother too insults me. I feel orphaned. Though they know about my medical condition they think i am the guilty one, very imbalanced and cannot be trusted in future. And play by their rules.
Its not fair. I am not able to gain my space at home. It affects my work as well. Saying things about separation aggravates her(wife) anger and she just does not talk to me further. Cannot really understand and communicate. Maybe sometimes she enjoys seeing me suffering so that she can make me follow her desires.
Of course talking with compassion and patience would help, but i try that to the best of efforts it does not work. Maybe because of the illness everything seems so difficult and far fetched.
And There is no gratefulness from them for I am trying to support them. They just want me to be what they think i should be. Maybe i am not good at communicating to girls and woman. Its just pure pain in relationships involving girls and woman. No success whatsoever.