I think you don't understand what I am talking about. The euphoria doesn't influence my thoughts or make life seem beautiful. It simply is just there for me to interpret how I want.
Life is passing me by, yeah I know but I have some pretty good friendships and relationships. I know people that have my back and will protect me and be there if something happens. I know full well that I won't let them down either.
I actually am doing everything I want with my life besides going on lavish vacations 6 times a year. Anyway going on those vacations cost a lot of money and even healthy people do not have the finances to go on that many trips.
I have found a purpose to my life. Is it something I grew up wanting? no.
You have the ultra capitalistic american consumer mindset. I used to have that and life sucked back then. I don't desire a ferrari or anything extravagant anymore which makes my life easy and pleasurable.