I think others can put their thoughts into me as my thoughts.
To control and steer me .
“I” this n that n maybe they think I have a low iq for them to be in my body and make up thoughts and put it in me as if it is my thought but it is them not me.
I believe I can be free of it though.
Somehow someday I will be more myself.
Yes but people inputting negative thoughts, because they think other people can hear them, if nobody cares would I be left alone perhaps, sometimes I’m embarrassed and paranoid, and sad just want to be me, not threatened or hurt physically
Its so crazy cuz it gets so bad… Cuz I sum times wanna hurt my self I’m so
scared to go talk to a doc about what’s going on I have no control this
started happening to me after meth use… I can’t even be around people cuz
right away in say the most hurtful nasty things u wouldn’t even believe.
Its like when I talk another voice talks out loud when I’m talking I dnt
even wanna live anymore I hate my self … This is the first time I open
up wit this rapport line
I try to it gets good and ill be like okay then I go out and it happened
again the worst part I have 2 kids I look at them and it brakes my heart to
see them cuz of I don’t take them out cuz I get really nervous wit people
so it brakes me to the point were in just dnt wanna live how can I be like
this I don’t understand why my thoughts are so bad and wrong while I’m
talking another voice comes out I can’t describe what it is its to bad to
even say
Maybe ur taking too much caffeine?
I’m scared to talk to a doc about it… Its true i don’t have control over
it its gets so bad were I lock my self in the room and cry my self to sleep
… Were I just don’t wanna live no more I don’t understand cuz it thoughts
right but say I’m talking to you and I say something but there’s a 2nd
voice the says the most nasty thing while I’m talking its like thinking out
loud. The worst. Part. Is I stay wit my in laws and I say the most nasty
things u can think of I can’t take it no more
Nail it down. to whats confusing u maybe? I used to game a lot while i was recovering. but it gets heated in there as well…
Gotta work with doc friend.
That’s what happening right now
Yea as we speak
I suffer from thought insertion & thought withdrawal. they put thoughts & take thoughts away.
You should definitely talk to a doctor about it. It is extremely hard to deal with on your own. Doctors will help you.
Nice to meet you Daisy. What a lovely name.
Its thought broadcasting sweetheart. Get some meds and you will feel better, its the the Schizophrenia f–king with yoiur mind - I think i can say for all of us that we have all been there. Just take the meds mate and i garuntee you will feel better in time.
Take care xx
why are you scared to talk to the doctor? thats what they are there for and they are trained to keep everything confidential and help you as best as they can, they wont judge you, they might ask a few questions but they wont judge you.
Drop it like its hot