I honestly think alot of the illness comes down to what you believe, your environment, and your awareness of self. I see words written everywhere all jumbled up like they are being projected. My mind sometimes tries to find the meaning and believes it’s some deep spirtual thing.
Sometimes your beliefs will get you twisted up to the point you’re delusional and paranoid.
Sometimes your environment can torture you in various ways
Sometimes not being aware of what you are actually contributing to your illness such as thoughts, feelings, emotional responses… as well as mindset in general.