Depression. Lack of interest and motivation. Can you please guide me with your opinions?

Man,I tried Mirtazapine on November 2013,it helps lift my depression and uptill now I am still on Mirtazapine.Take note,it takes 2 month for me to actually feel a difference…

Is that’s a label? Is it also an evaluation based on instructed and unexamined beliefs? Is it actually true? Or is it just an… idea?

I Am In My Low 30’s and ,

and and and and and and ,

I Have To Walk On ■■■■■■■ Eggshells In Order Naught To Hear Someones Insulting Raised Voice Of Jealous Anger ,

I look Around and Am Lyke ,

WHAT THE ■■■■ ARE YOU JEALOUS OF (?) (!) ,

I DON"T HAVE ANYTHING . (!) .

Sorry for that. I respect my Parents but, I was very angry and frustrated while typing that post.

If I have no burden then I can lead a normal life. But my Father doesn’t help me and pressurizes me with his stupidity.

"But my Father doesn’t help me " - way12go

I Once Was Hearing Up To What I Could Estimate As A Number Up To A Thousand Voices ,

I Was Sitting Down On Tha Couch and Tha Television Wasn’t Helping ,

So I Got Up Went Outside and Sat Down During Tha Evening and Tried To gaze At Tha Trees and Fynde A Way To Escape These Consuming Voices ,

They Weren’t Being Violent ,

They Never Are To be Honest ,

But I Sat Out There and In A Quiet Way I Looked Up At Tha Slightly Dark Blue Sky and Did My Own Way Of “praying” and Asking For Some Help ,

NOTHING ,

So Tha Voices Continued and I Got More and More Upset With All Of Tha Static ,

I As Such Of Frustration Walked Back Inside and Sat Down Once Again Looking For Some Advice From My Dad ,

I Said As Looking Somewhat Close To Tears ,

I Said , " Dude These Voices Won’t STOP Can You Give Me Some Advice Please ? " ,

and Jus Lyke Always He Looked At Me As If I Was Speaking jibberish and Rolled His E(Y)e$ As If It Were A Joke and Said ,

“i don’t know” …,

I Got Angry But Kept it To Myself LIKE ALWAYS ,

I Decided To Take A Bath and Hoped Tha Crowd Of Privacy Intruding Static Noise Of Voices Would Slowly Disappear ,

I Took tha Bath and They Remained Continuous Talking ,

Tha Nite Arrived and I Fell Asleep ,

Woke Up and Tha Shazz Was A - O - K ,

All Of Those Voices Were Gone and I Felt Better ,

Tha Point Is Thus ,

He Doesn’t Even Trie With ANY Advice ,

Even " Stupid " Advice Would Bring Humor Into A Troublesome Situation ,

But Such NOTHINGESS Can Cause Frustration and BLARGH (!) ,

I Am Naught Out To Hurt Anyone ,

But His Way Of “help” Isn’t Help At All ,

It’s As If My Strength Is Thine Own Worst Enemy ,

Lyke My Troubles Are Some Sick Game …

I Dunno ,

Jus Venting ,

Thanks For Tha Reply .

Dear Friend, your Wisdom lies here in the post you made. Thanks.

Life = Automatic + Selection

My parents are very good parents they can never be blamed. Without them I don’t even exist.

Something AUTOMATIC is WRONG, not my parents.

I’m not SELECTING a thought to hate my parents.

It’s AUTOMATIC and it happens sometimes, very few times, once in a while, not always.

I repeat…

LIFE = AUTOMATIC + SELECTION.

Hmm ,

(automatic + selection) ,

I Honestly Don’t Fynde Anything , Creature & Almost Technical To Be Automatic ,

Thus Bag Of Chips I Have Right Now “Isn’t Going To Open Itself” ,

So I Shall Ask ,

What Is Within Our Flesh and Bone Exsistence That Has Tha Breath Of Automatic Without Tha Touch Of Air (???)

Imagine some guy, lets say Jesus Christ for instance, tried everything possible to save the good people of this world, but he failed due to the fact that anyone these days who claimed to be Jesus Christ would be instantly be regarded to be a delusional lunatic, I think that fellow would end up with lack of interest and motivation. What do you think ?

I mean just as I said, these days anyone who claimed to be Jesus Christ would be instantly be regarded to be a delusional lunatic, thus it is absolutely impossible for the Christ fellow to win. Thus Satan wins, 100% guaranteed.

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Truth Of Tha Matter Is Thus ,

If Thee Actual Christ ,

Mr. Jesus Himself ,

From Tha New testament Booklets ,

That Fellow Would Fynde A Way To Convince Tha Masses All Tha Waye From Tha Top To Tha Bottom In An Instant ,

Tha Whole SATAN Fear Would Be Wiped Clean In A Collective Mass Heartbeat…

Derailmentness Soz Dude …

That is known as deceit !

way visit ur pdoc soon…

Our World or Universe or Entire Existence is governed by laws.

Laws that are AUTOMATIC

and,

laws that give us a CHOICE or SELECTION

So LAWS make Life AUTOMATIC and, laws give Life a CHOICE based Life

So according to laws EXISTENCE or LIFE is AUTOMATIC and or AUTOMATIC+SELECTION

Life is AUTOMATIC

and

Advanced Life is AUTOMATIC+SELECTION.

So Perhaps (Automatic) Is Karma RailinG (???) ,

I Whanna SPlice Tha Word but My Voices Keep Telling Me naught Too So I Won’t ,

Nevermynde I Will N E Wayze ,

(((Auto)) - (((Mat))) - (((Ic)))

Car Matt I See ,

Hmm (?) ,

Means Shazz To Me Here ,

Soz Errrone I’m Bored Waiting For Tha Vivid Flame Dawn Sun To Rize …

My FATHER is GOOD So depression makes me a loser

Yes Paranoid type Schizophrenia makes me weak so I am derailed from being healthy

so because of schiz I get to be partly loser and with meds I regain control over losses

And, depression added to schiz makes me a loser

Schiz is okay being treated and health supplements improved me

but lack of interest and motivation ie depression makes me a loser

I am a heavy tea drinker

TEA and COFFEE have Caffine and this decreases SEROTONIN so more depression

Today I gave up these two things

TEA and COFFEE are ACIDIC

TEA and COFFEE are bad for me as they are ACIDIC

they are bad again because they decrease SEROTONIN

they may be good or may be bad again because they increase DOPAMINE

My Father is not rich enough as many Doctors are

Why? He is a HONEST, HARDWORKING ( actually he is a workoholic ) and sometimes ANGRY

He was from a poor family and he became a Doctor after lots of hardwork and difficulties

My Parents are very good but sometimes SPARKS are IGNITED in our family

and this causes problems.

Emotional SPARKS.

I also started eating BANANAS, this fruit is good for depression.

I don’t want to talk about all the problems I face… my problems are similar to yours so we pretty much know each other!!! Don’t we?

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Was Thus To Me (?)

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All our sz friends

1.) You Don’t Have To .
2.) Everyone’s Issues Are Completely Different
3.) It Depends On How Much Is Shared During Both Tugs Of Peace

Have A Peaceful Morning Yo … ,

and There’s Nothing Wrong With Drinking Tea …

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I suffer from the same thing as you. With me, the vague idea of being a writer got in the way of my doing the things normal people do to build up their lives. I thought I had to lead an isolated life apart from the normal pursuits of most people. A lot of it was just that I didn’t want to do anything. I would say try to find something you like doing. They say that if you like your job you never have to go to work. See if you can attack the problem from around the edges. Maybe you can get enough leverage to pry up that layer of indifference.

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Awesome replies, you both. Thanks a lot.